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Vena Cava
03:40
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My soul is feeling numb
I’m always struggling to catch my breath
My nerves get the best of me
For the most part I’m a fucking wreck
Bleughhh
It makes me feel like I’m dying a slow death
My past eats me from inside
It’s a burden, I’m a cancer
I’m certain that I’ve wasted all my time
But I swear it’ll be ok
Make myself a promise that I know I’ll break
I spent every second hiding away
I never want to see the god damn sun again
Flowers don’t blossom in the night
Grass cant grow without the rain
It sends shivers through my bones
This heart can’t beat with hollow veins
My eyes are closed but I fail to sleep
Keeping high hopes but these hopes ain’t cheap
These sins are mine to own, mine to keep
I pay in sorrows and thought of being weak
Cherish every second
Hold your head up high
Drown yourself in sorrow
Don’t get dragged out by the tide
Take a step forward, never turning back
Don’t let life destroy you, don’t let it fade to black
These are things they told me, like the truth, like a fact
They swore to make it better, but they never fucking did that
Flowers don’t blossom in the night
Grass cant grow without the rain
It sends shivers through my bones
This heart can’t beat with hollow veins
I'm choking on these words
My patience is wearing thin
As hollow as these bones
My veins are collapsing
I’ve got fear inside this heart
My soul is caving
In
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2. |
Outskirts
04:10
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I can see it in the distance
Too outlying for me to reach
Off out to the horizon
Past the lakes and through the trees
I struggle through the sadness
I gaze back there’s nothing here for me
My heart will show me the path
Towards the waiting extremity
Waiting for the world
To crumble at my feet
You better stand here with me
Stand here with me
The weight will never crush me
For the outskirts I can reach
You better stand here with me
A life alone is not one for the weak
I will not perish, here I stand
Skies open up above me. Light hits the ground
I am humble. As the clouds summon me
Ask for direction, then they ask me
They ask me to take it back
But I’ll never take it back
This life that I’ve lead, but can’t get back
I’m trying to be free
Waiting for the world
To crumble at my feet
You better stand here with me
Stand here with me
The weight will never crush me
For the outskirts I can reach
You better stand here with me
A life alone is not one for the weak
Are they out there
Outskirts or mirage
Lets take one more look
Before I start this purge
Waiting for the world
To crumble at my feet
You better stand here with me
Stand here with me
The weight will never crush me
For the outskirts I can reach
Stand here with me
A life alone is not one for the weak
You better stand here with me
You better stand here with me
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3. |
Letting Go
04:36
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Yeah
Love is blind and I am restless
I can't fight this desolate feeling
Is it lust or love? I'm breathless
It's getting the best of me
I see something in you something deep inside
Will this pain subside
Caught in the moment
Tell me I'll survive
You pick me up high then drop me softly
Leave me feeling lower than I've ever been before
Stare me in my eyes, get my hopes up slowly
Leave me feeling empty like I'm sinking through the fucking floor
All this hope and all these strings
You'll never stray too far from me
I know it's true, it's all I have
You tie me down and hold me back
The less you say
The more I know
The harder it gets
For me to let go
And things don't change
I'm better alone
It was never you
It was never you
I guess you were never there and I should have known better
I'll never feel the same again
But if you take a second, to try to know me better
You'll never find someone more self-destructive
Things don't change
I'm better alone
It was never you
No it was never you
And if I find my way
Fight the wolves
Will you remember me
Will you remember at all
Things don't change
I'm better alone
It was never you
It was never you
And if I find my way
Fight the wolves
Will you remember me
Will you remember at all
Will you remember at all
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4. |
Seasonal
04:28
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Welcome to my hell, it’s another worthless day
Smothered by self deprecation. Save me from life itself
I can’t see the exit. I can’t find the door
I try and I try but I can’t do this anymore
I pray, I fucking pray
These thoughts will kill me
Please let me change
I pray
These thoughts would kill me
So please, please let me change
These seasons are changing me
Help me through this anxiety
Because my mind doesn’t feel like it’s mine
Today I’m ok, as far as you can see
My vacant expression but how well do you really know me
Is it a smile, is it a cry or a lonely breath
If you see past that you’d know I’m thinking of death
Am I alone. Is there a way
I try to fight this mind but it grows harder everyday
Am I alone. Is there a way
I try to fight this mind but it grows harder everyday
Am I alone. Is there a way
I try to fight this mind but it grows harder everyday
These seasons are changing me
Help me through this anxiety
Because my mind doesn’t feel like it’s mine
Am I alone
I try to fight this mind but it grows harder everyday
Am I alone
These seasons are changing me
These seasons are changing me
Help me through this anxiety
Because my mind doesn’t feel like it’s mine
Save me, help me, let me take your hand
Love me, show me that you understand
The seasons are changing
Changing my mind
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Pray For Me
03:52
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Pick up your feet, this is no easy path
It’s laced with woe, regret and suffering
Take a bow, for, the ones who had heart
It will be your last
Chase the sunset and forget all your dreams
The skies are restless and not settling
Clouds are black and they’re closing in
Feel it in the breeze
Pray for me
Pray for me
I can hear you calling, creeping over to put an end to me
Stalking, in my shadows all this time
I knew this day would come, but it feels a little soon
Is this the end? No more days for me and you
Choose your fate
Pray for me
I’m the echo in the night
I’m the figure in your dreams
I’ll be here to ease the pain
I’ll be the last thing that you see
Save me, from this world
Save me! From this world, I’m too far gone to understand this
Pray for me! Sin takes control (Save me, Save me)
Save me! From this world (Save me, Save me)
Save me! From this world, I’m too far gone to understand this
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